There's something in us
eager to be first
first to climb Everest
first to reach the moon
first in line for groceries
for gas
first to date the captain
of the football team
the cheerleader whose smile
entices most

My dharma teacher counseled
being last
and Jesus too
the last shall be the first
to come into my kingdom
so the gospel

But something of the child
in each of us
wants to know
who is it you love more
me or my sister
me or my older brother
and why can't I go first
I'm just as strong
just as smart, as brave
as lovable

If only we could all be
the wise parent
who knows what words
to use to soothe that child
what gestures serve to satisfy
the hunger
that courses deep
in every human soul

Then being first might mean
first to reach out
ones hand in peace
in friendship
first to strive
for justice in an unjust world
first to heal
who stands in need of healing
first to share
the light and laughter
of one's soul